Shots and Party

So today I got my physical. I have great hearing and I'm healthy. But I'm sooo blind. The doctor said I actually grew too! And I am also very flexible. The menigicocal shot really hurt and is still hurting. Getting my blood drawn wasn't as horrific as last time. Last time this old lady couldn't locate my vein and she kept poking me drawing out multiple bottles of blood.Today, the lady was able to do it in 5 seconds with hardly any pain.

About the "Not So Sweet Sixteen" post, disregard that :). Turns out I am going to have a party afterall. So I'm pretty happy. The only thing I'm not looking forward to, is school. Break is almost over and it's time to go back to school. Well hopefully this weekend will be a good one.

New Hair

So today I got my hair done. A little trim and some red highlights. They didn't have hot pink so i settled for red. The color doesnt really scream "look at me!" But it is noticeable.

Here's a picture:

New Hair

So tomorrow I'm getting my hair done. I'm just getting a little trim and have it highlighted. But I'm debating whether I should highlight it Hot Pink all over, or just get Hot Pink Tips?

The thing with Hot Pink tips is, is that it looks cool, but after a lot of trims, the color gets chopped off. But It looks so cool.

There really isn't a problem with hot pink highlights all over. But it's not as cool as the tips :P

Not So Sweet Sixteen

My birthday is on March 8. It's coming up pretty soon. This whole month I spent planning and making a list of people to invite. I was getting so excited. Maybe for once I'll look forward to my birthday.

Today that all changed. The document deleted, my hopes detroyed. My parents told me I wasn't going to have a party . It was just like a bomb dropped on my and my happiness was gone. They said it'll be too much going on. They said not to have it anymore because that'll mean more work for them and they're going to get pissed at each other. Then they just kept saying that we should just go to a buffet and have lunch. End of story.

I was just shut down. I've been talking to them about this all month, and all of it shattered. I feel so depressed. There isn't anything to look forward to. This whole week is vacation but I'm going to be doing the same damn thing. Sitting in front of the computer being a complete lazy ass. Going back to school isn't something to look forward to either. There's no point in getting my hopes up anymore. I do that too often.

I feel like a flower wilting. Once bright and up with energy and color, but now slowly dying inside falling apart.

Today wasn't the best day.

I'm new to this.

Im very new to this. I usually just use Blogspot for my English class. But I decided I should start a Blog of my own. Well actually, I have been blogging but it's been on Myspace, and Xanga. and I rarely do blog. So might as well start updating my blogs more often eh? How does Blogspot work anyway?

Oh well, over time, I hope to get the hang of this.